You know, the five stages - denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance are not just for the loss of someone. Along with acceptance, there is learning, planning, and just simply moving on. I did miss the stage of denial - I am currently in the stage of indecision.
There are so many things to think about, and I'm just a backyard gardener. There are so many growing for market like Cole.
Marsha and Bill have shown that not only is it possible to grow in areas that have soil borne problems, but they can grow the heck out of tomatoes there.
I need to look in the mirror. I have learned to live with a nerve disease, fibromyalgia, anxiety, and high blood pressure. I'm doing things that my doctors and pain specialist told me I couldn't do anymore.
Grafting and growing tomatoes in containers will be a new challenge.
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