A fire happened in my house tonight. A little one in the kitchen trashcan after a birthday party. A candle caused it from a 10 year old tossing a spent candle into the trash. Things happen, but not while I'm carrying the world's weight on my shoulders. It was the final spark I needed. I'm coming out of my depression - the pain is high but I need to be more.
The 4-18-38 mix along with the 15.5.0 mix works, but not daily - not for everyone.
I did grow a whole lot of cherry tomatoes this year. If I wouldn't have overwatered - there would have been less split tomatoes. Yet 6 plants are producing enough for over 15 young (20s) people and my family. That's not good enough. I can do better.
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